no mcd,no pizza hut,KFC only

11am,4/12..after our maths lecture,almost half the class ran out(including me of coz XD) to the banquet..when i was there,there are already a big crowd around the notice board..after some pushing n squezing,only i n kai huey manage 2 get in front of the notice board..the result is arranged according to our ic number..so i know mine ll b at almost the last of the list..1st,nik's is right b4 mine,right after mine,is wei xiang's...then i saw the 3 of us got the same result...quickly,i congartez kai huey then wei xiang..he looks so blur n he went into the crowd n hav a look at his result too...haha
as what we have promised the day before,those who got 4.0 ll belanja those who din get kfc.on thursday,after class,we all went out 4 kfc..(is raining that time o..)1st,alvin n wei xiang went 2 the fish shop n look for fish,in the end,alvin bought some guppies n wei xiang bought a fighthing fish..n chong shing bought a tortoise too..haha...
before we went back to out college,we went to the kfc..after buying,we went back...haha
we hav our dinner together in the cafe..but we couldnt finish everything,so they ask me 2 take that 2 pieces of chicken back for my friend..fun wee saw me in candy's block..and she had a bit of it den off she go 4 her dance practise..at last,i gave that 2 pieces of chicken 2 miss wendy kok!haha..

p/s: there r no McD and pizza hut in tangkak,thatz why we chose KFC...haha

my depression side...

i realize something recently...
i really dont understand why i always dont hav something which belongs 2 me 4 a long time...
there is always some1 who always tend 2 snatch things away fr me....
since primary school till i finish secondary school, somebody..who always take things away fr me....
the best example would b frens bside me....
i remember when i was in form 4,we hav conflict which destroy our frenship or relationship till now...
this lead 2 the situation where 4 of us break into 2 groups...
i n julian was in a group....n i found out she owaz try 2 gain ppl's attention by acting 'pity' in front of frens especially guys...n 1 day, 1 of the guy come n ask me 2 apoligise 2 her...
then i was so angry...i din do anything wrong,y should i apologise?
this is not a matter of pride,but since i didnt do anything wrong,why i m always the 1 who should be the 1 who say sorry 1st?
i still remembered...that day when i was on duty,mok suddenly approach me n ask me 2 keep a distance away from julian,i was thinking,i was v julian all the time,it is really impossible if she did something like this,so i choose not 2 trust mok.cz i know there is some1 who try 2 break our frenship..
once again,i know, is she..
there is many things happen,when all of us try 2 forget things happened in the past n we started 2 talk 2 each other,we were in form 5 already...
then.we all went 4 the prefect trip in KL....
something happened.but i didnt got involve...
when we went back,her mum knew what happened 2 her in KL....but we all dont know how she know...
1 day,i found my another groups of fren started 2 treat me in another way...n i found it quite weird,but i didnt say anything,n treat like nothing happened..1 day,1 of them,which is a guy,accidentaly said out what happened...only i knew that once again,she back stab me!
she told them i m the 1 who tell everything 2 her mum!
but 1 of them,which is 1 of the victim come n ask me what happened actually..n i tell her everything.only she realised i m innocent actually...
when we found out the truth,only we knew that she is the 1 who tell everything 2 her mum!how evil she is!!

after i graduate in secondary school,i further my study,here...i met something which is almost similiar 2 what happened 2 me previously..
but...it is not that serious la!
i used 2 b v 2 frens b4 this.n recently...a fren of mine started 2 take over my position...
what can i do is jz stand aside n c...
haih...y this kind of thing always happen on me?
i really dont understand...
but hopefully..
someday,i ll met my 'true friend'

once again,end of holiday..welcome,2nd sem

yur..holidays end so fast...wanna go back already lo...
i hav watched lots of drama this holiday..haha
29 episodes of ....but still got 26 episodes more to go...
aiks aiks...short short short holiday...
2nd sem ll start soon..or should say tomorrow...haha
gambateh every1!

is matriculation that sucks?

jz now i was too free then i saw jovan online..so i find him n chat 4 awhile since it has been quite some times i din chat with him already..

then he ask me howz life in matric, then he said that all his lecturers said that matric is easy thingy if compare 2 form 6 n foundation...then i replied him,yes is true matric is easier cz we dun learn as much thing compare 2 form 6,but it is difficult cz we nid 2 learn a lot of things in short time..then he concluded,matric is some sort of waste of time..but he said,julian is good bcz she choose matric,because she wanna apply for medic...fr the way he talk,it seems like he think i m enjoying my life in matric,playing,didnt study n etc....

when he asked me what is my 1st choice course n my 1st choice university n i answered him,he kip scolding me stupid,vy stupid...n ask me why dont i jz do everything in sunway?fr the way he talk,i really think he is silly...he thinks every1 is as rich as his parents?is really ridiculous that he keep saying me stupid for studying in local U,is matriculation n local university that sucks?

i know,many ppls look down on us-matriculation student,saying that 'cheh...matric vy easy 1 la..din get 4 flat dun come out a...' i was once people who hav the same thought too...but when i enter matric,only i knew that,it is not as easy as i think...

huh well...jovan,it is ok u look down on me n also on the other matric students,but i ll work vy hard in 2nd semester,n i ll show u that,u are wrong...

should i prepare earlier or prepare last minutes?

huh...there has been some times i din hav time 2 post any blog..
hav been vy busy recently..

fr de previous post,i mentioned that i came bek 4 a week raya break..den after that break,i ll hav my study lift in college..that whole week,i understood there r many things that i havent study.thatz y i make full use of my time,study n study..
everyday,when my mum called me,she ll ask me,'what time u slept last night?',
1st day i said,3am
2nd day,4am
3rd day,she asked again,i say 5am...
the 4th day,she asked again,i finally lost patience n ask,y mz u ask everyday?
she said,nola..jz wanna show concern..
oops...only i knew that i hav misunderstood her meaning..i tot she jz wanna check up whether i got study anot...hehe
n the following day,she still asking me the same question..=.=

until the last day of study lift,which means on sunday,i hav finish study all my business..n i can b counted as the 1 who study most among my fren..cz i found my frens hav oni cover part of them..
ok..then final begin..1st day is english,there isnt anything that i nid 2 study,so i start prepare 4 the following test,which is maths...

the day b4 the maths paper,i study till 2am,oni i go 2 bed..
then on the following day,when i got my maths 1,i found it is much difficult then the previous year's final...until the last 2 question,the question is horrible,i only know how 2 answer part of it..n if i sum up the 2 question,it 'cost' me 30++ marks...die lo die lo..
times up,n every1 went out.i found nyon n i ask her how was it...she only describe it v a word....horrible...
every1 say so too!

haih...bcz of this paper,i was unable 2 pay attention 2 study 4 paper 2..i study a litt intergrattion,den i went out 4 exam once again...but luckily,the 2nd paper is easier then the previous paper...but i m still afraid i wont b able 2 score an A 4 maths...

3rd day of exam,account paper..actually i din study much 4 account,but i still manage 2 do based on the exercises i did last time...=P

4th day of exam,is de toughest n most horrible subject 4 us-account students,it is difficult not bcz it is difficult..it is bcz it has too many things 2 memorize..thatz all..mentioned jz now,i hav finish study during de study lift,so i decide 2 flip through all the chapter bcz i expect i might hav 4got some of them...1st chap,2nd,3rd,4th,5th,6th,7th...i realized i had 4got all of them!not jz part of it...n when i finish chap 7,it was around evening..i still got 8 more chap to go!when the clock struck 12am...i started 2 bcm panic..when i m panic,i cant sit still n do my things..i take my notes n walk 2 wendy's room...then i study in her room cz candy kip singing in the room..i was wondering,how she can study n sing at the same time huh?crazy 1...when is around 2am.my frens start going 2 bed although they havent finish study...i duno how they can do that?huh...then i went bek 2 room n saw swee chan,fun wee were in my room.candy still singing..then i stand outside de room v my notes,studying..3am,every1 went back 2 room n candy went 2 bed...then i went into de room n cont my study.i saw my malay roommate(or should say is candy's roommate),1 bio student,n i physic student.i heard fr them that they hav only study few chaps,but they went 2 bed b4 they finish half of the books..this make me think,how come they can b so happy-go-lucky here?i started 2 think,if my skin is darker,n my name is longer,will i b jz like them too?i m so jealous!we nid 2 study so hard 2 get our 1st choice course n university..but them?huh...then whole night,i only manage 2 sleep 10 mins..bcz i was too panic,i phone my mum on the following morning,n at last i bring a pair of red eyes n red nose 2 de examination room...=.=

last day of exam,i duwan2 write much bout this la..still de same thing,i nid 2 study all over again..cz i hav 4got everything...duno what kind of brain i hav...=.=

after the exam,i went 2 HEP n register,bcz i hav 2 go bek late due 2 the MUET speaking test,then i went 2 the office n talk 2 my business lecturer...we chat 4 about half n hour the i n my frens went bek 2 the room.after lunch then i go n hav my bath,then i went 2 wendy's room n take some games fr her phone

around 5pm,i went back 2 my room n sleep...when i woke up,it was ald 9am...wow...
instead of having dinner,i n swee chan went 2 de ko-op n each of us buy an ice cream...hmm...delicious..

the next day i hav my MUET paper 1,2 n 3...the 1st paper i red those passage till i fall sleep neh!
2nd paper..i got the essay titled-'role model may impact our life' justify your stand n give appropriate example.
huiyo...when i was writting the 1st point,the examinor told us that there r only half n hour left...n i rush rush rush..worry that the 3 points i wrote is actually a same point,then after the paper,i turn over n ask wei xiang whatz his point,surprised me,oni i realize that all his points are the same like mine!haha..the listening test still ok la..after the test,i phoned my mum then i went bek n sleep again...huh..so enjoy...haha

我爱玩,并不是因为我贪玩,而是玩,能让我暂时逃避现实,让我不去想那些烦恼和伤心的事...
这样的我,是不是很傻,很懦弱,很幼稚?


i saw this phrase in msn as my fren's display msg n found it quite suitable 4 me sometimes...
i dont deny that play can make me 4get somethings 4 sometimes..
but each time after i play, i realize that i still nid 2 accept the facts..
n is no use running away fr them!

silly cold joke

this afternoon,i was sitting on de sofa studying econs n i saw my dad coming up holding a white plastic bag.
then i asked my dad:dee..whatz that?
he answered in chinese:'fei liao'(fertilizer)
then i said:oh...very fat(fei) 1 a?
then he answered back:nolah..not fat 1..

........................................................................................................
the end..

hee

holiday?

2day is raya...n i m having 1 week plus cuti raya...
but after this raya break, i ll b sitting my final exam...
stress stress stress....what if i din get 4.0...what my life ll b?oh gosh...
although i still hav loads of stuff 2 study...but i still manage 2 waste my 'precious' time walking around,fooling around,do dis do that...haiyo...what 2 do...i m always what ppl called a ' tidak apa' person..since de 1st day in matriks,lecturers ask us 2 introduce ourselves, i ll owaz introduce myself as 'saya suka buat kerja last minute,saya pun tak tau kenapa...'
so...since secondary school,not much teacher pay high hope on me...
n i still remember that day,on the day we take our SPM result,sir charles saw my result, n he told me, 'yap,u r vy lucky'...this is what he could say...n i think,y cant u blif this is not jz luck?
n he walk around n tell many teachers who know me, 'this girl a..everytime attend my tuition class,nvr do my homework,play play play,talk talk talk,oso can get this kind of result o!'...is this a way 2 show that he is proud bcz i score an A1 4 his BM?i duno...

after i went 2 matriks,i study quite hard 4 my UPS, n oso 4 those small test...jz bcz i wan 2 leave good impression on all the lecturers...n so far i did pretty well...

when is near final...i found myself bcm more n more lazy...i duno y...but i guess what i nid is self motivation...no 4.0 no future..this is what i owaz tell myself n i ll start 2 feel nervous,worry...

umm....dun wanna write that much ad...the more i write,the more worry i feel...
remember what u ever aimed 4...REMEMBER!

I am TIRED...
I am exausted...
but i m glad that..
i m going bek soon...

Secret

hav no time n no laptop 2 write blog la...so i squeeze few days in a post la...hahaha

14/9/2007
before i came bek 2 KMJ,i had watch de movie 'secret' at home...
last week,candy bought de pirate dvd in tangkak town n we plan 2 watch it on friday night

we nid either a laptop or something 2 watch de dvd,so candy go n ask around while i was busy bathing,washing clothes n hang my clothes..when i was bek,she told me that she found a dvd mobile player in a fren's room..

when de clock show it is 9pm,nik came 2 candy's or half my room(guess what? i smuggle into her room 4 bout 2 months ad)..haha..then she brought a packet of maggie mee n ask me 4 hot water n oso something 2 put her maggie mee..then,every1 rush 2 that fren's room...

a mobile dvd player's screen is only bout 6 inch wide..imagine there r 10 ppls squezzing around de bed n look at de small screen...huh...

n we finish the drama at around 11pm..after calling my dad..den i went bek 2 de room n do my homework..haha...

20/9/2007
2day is thursday..haha...i usually wake up at 6.45am everyday but 2day i slept till 7.30am..means what?overslept la!i rush rush rush n i oni manage 2 eat only 2 pieces of bread..den i go n attend class ad...

thursday...1st 2 lesson,is econs tutor..i hate 2 hav econ tutor at such time cz i owaz fall sleep in class..huiyo...but luckily 2day teacher let us leave early as usual..then i n kai huey went 2 de ko-op n buy something...then we attend class in lecture hall...which is econ's lecture..

when we step into de lecture hall,we sit down at de same roll same place which we used 2 sit der,but suddenly..a horrible smell comes up n we found der were pile of shit near de place we sit...i would like 2 emphasize,de smell is horrible..den we all rush up 2 de highest place n sit down,we all kip checking,is der any shit under our shoes but we couldnt find any..weird right..n i saw pei pei who sitting near where de smells come from using a tissue paper n cover her nose like a ninja...oh gosh..

after that lesson,den we went to tutor room,after that again,we attend maths lecture..we all sitting at de highest seat again n dis time we were really crazy..i suddenly sang nikku nikku kawanku..den pei wen continue main main nenkupao(whic is nik's nickname),syoknya syoknya selalu n etc..n de whole bunch were laughing like mad ppl...uh-oh....haha

hav nothing 2 write ad la..4pm...class omost end n i wanna go 2 de bazaar n look 4 foods ad...yeah yeah

busy busy n busy

huh...is a hot day..
n de internet connection is so damn slow...adui...

dis morning,i received a msg saying that de budget 4 chinese new year culture night hav been rejected by mr liew saying that got 1 point is not specific enough..actually i oso cant do anything,the leader fr each group give me all those rubbish budget of their group,
the cleanliness group only tell me what they need,but din tell me the amount n oso the price 4 each things,so i hav 2 write everything on my own bcz he had been admited 2 hospital due 2 denggue fever..
while 4 the other group,they request 4 those stupid items,make me dun even dare 2 write them out bcz it is really stupid...
huh...how 2 do le?i oso duno lei..
final exam is coming in 1 month times,
n i not yet start prepare...
when it is near 2 exam,teacher giv more n more homework..
2day is already saturday but i still hav loads of homework 2 do..aiyor...
aiya...put them aside 1st,
got something 2 talk here...haha
fr last thurs onwards is Ramadan months,so de muslims hav 2 feast 4 the entire month..but of cz i wont join them la..haha
every evening,there ll b a bazaar selling loads of foods..
so we ll go n walk walk c c too..haha
later i wanna go n buy my dinner there again..haha

n ho...i heard fr a fren saying in block c,there is a malay saw 'those thing' in the midnight..

then ytd 'akua' peiwen told me that in block D(which i m staying-my fren's room) but is 3rd floor la..a malay saw a kid run into her room in the midnight n sit on her chair,n then the small kid jump onto her bed le..aiyeyer...
but dun care la..haha

huh..is really too hot here..need 2 go bek n do my homework ad..

lalala

haha!!maths lecture cancelled...thatz y i hav time 2 online in de school cc--------->'cc'? slow connection,ppl kip looking at what u write n etc...vy sien de la..

huh...this has been a really tired week 4 me...

>sick
>choir
>choir
>n MORE choir

haiyo...hav no time 2 do my works,study...
next week nid 2 handup de CNY celebration budget...
aiyo...no time le no time le...

times up...is 12.30pm now...
gotta leave 4 choir ad...
tata~

i m onlining in my school computer lab...
of coz...i m having class...lalala...
aiyo...2day so damn paiseh le..
1st 2 lesson is my economy tutor's class...
n the teacher let us go b4 the class end,is around 9.15
bcz i m too tired,i decided 2 go n hav a SHORT nap in my hostel room...
i set my alarm 2 make sure i wont b late...
then i sleep...

when i wake up n look at my watch,is 10.25am,
i think,ei?my watch spoil ad a?then i look at my phone again...
OH GOSH!
i m late....i rush rush rush n my fren start 2 phone me....
n when i reach the lecture hall,i can felt my ear bcm hot,face bcm hot...n etc...
n i lied 2 my teacher saying i m having a stomachache..so bad...haha..but no choice la..
huiyo...so paiseh la...
after i sit down n look at the alarm set in my phone,oni i knew that
9.40am-------9.40PM......PM PM!!
no wonder i m late! ouch

p/s:
i felt really happy v my ups result...gambateh!

buh-bye home,welcome bek 2 KMJ...

huh..finally it is de last day of holiday..
i guess every1 is feeling sad right now..
haiz...so sad la..
can i request 4 another week's holiday?
can i can i?
i know the answer is a NO..

last day of holiday,
i knew i ll appreciate my mum's food more..

last day of holiday,
i knew i ll b facing those malay's oily food again..

last day of holiday,
i knew i ll miss home n my family soon..

last day of holiday,
i knew i ll start rushing v this n that(homework,test, n etc) again..

last day of holiday,
i know i shouldnt waste my time again,cz final is coming in 2 months time..

last day of holiday,
if i were to write everything,i guess i wont b able 2 list down everything here..

aiks..time flies...

i m looking forward 2 come bek again during de hari raya puasa holiday...

study hard n gambateh every1..
will meet all KMJ frens soon...
n result is coming out soon...cham lo...

p/s:i guess i wont hav much chance 2 write blog that often in college ba..haha

i found lots of piano scores 2day...but ll oni hav de chance 2 learn it after i come bek de nexd time...pathetic o...

Happy or sad?

~mooncakes~

this evening,my dad,mum n i was eating dinner 2gether n my mum finish her meal 1st n she had a look at the mooncake she baked in de afternoon...she kip modeling v the whole tray of mooncake n ask my dad whether her mooncakes look nice anot, nex my dad suggest 2 take a photo..haha..

at 1st,i was de 1 who hold de camera but i can stop laughing bcz she was really funny that time..

haha..in the end,my dad capture few pic,n i capture few..haha..

mummy v mooncakes..haha

it is 2.45am now,n i hav jz done watching jay's virgin movie-....

i highly recommend it!it is much nicer than i hav expected..

there r many 'piano' scence in that movie that really amazed me..

although this movie end in a fantasy..i think so..

cz the heroin found a piano score named 'secret' under the piano 1 day..

which bring her 2 jay's time 20 years later..

it seems like a fantasy,but it is nice o..

i felt sad after watching de movie..

1st,bcz of how the story ends.

n.................

2nd,i m going bek 2 KMJ soon...

sad la sad la..

i duwan2 go bek le...

p/s:i help my bro 2 write kaligraphy jz now..haha..i know it is not nice..dun laugh la..haha

memories..

-starbaker-

-me.mk--farah.me-
seakin-the most unforgetable senior
-90.90.90-^^
-me.vivian-

2day,i hav a look at those photos in my camera..
n i found there r lots of pic taken when i leave Nilai college 4 months ago..
i omost forget bout the picture inside der..
those pic make me recall many things..
D'Allists and the other frens,nilai spring,starbaker n much much more..

how r u all recently n i found i hav already lost contact v lots of them...really..

it is a sad thing that D'Allists is going 2 perish fr de land of nilai soon...
after chewy left,
i n julian left 4 matriculation,
then mk--kdu,
next vivian--JPA scholarship-taylor,
then Alan..

now..there r oni denise,matthew,jeremy,evelyn n miky left...
aiyo...how many ll stay n how many ll leave after this?
no1 knows...
anyhow,i still hope our frenship n oso those memories v gain together when we were still 2gether last time ll remain 4ve...

yak sok!

T.T

sad
sad
sad
sad
sad!!

haih...my phone got stolen ad la...
my w850i...i ll miss u 4va....
buh-bye..

1/3 D'Allists Reunion..

huh...finally the day had come..

8am bus,but it arrive at 8.30...of coz la..malaysia's system wad...
10.30am,we(hui lee,candy,n me) reach pekeliling bus station,

n hav a LONG queue 2 buy ticket home..

then we go straight 2 sg wang..

10%,20%,50% n even 70% discount can b found in every shop,

best buy,

best buy,and

best buy everywhere!aha

and we walk walk walk,until our leg ache,but we still continue walking..
until 2.30pm,oni we depart 2 midvalley...4 what?

Reunion of coz!haha

is really excited 2 meet them..my sapo,38 partner in NILAI...miss denise n vivian!!
and i finally hav the chance 2 meet denise's 'bubu'...national service national service..HAHA

and both of them really hav a lot of sweet sweet moments in front of me,vivian n candy..huh..

we went 2 mcd cz the denise n 'bu' couple said they r hungry..

in the end,we all 'bili bala' none stop in MCD,v denise's mouthfull of burger etc..

this leng zai la that leng zai la,what julian denise la,gao fei la,n 1 more-terrence-->after listening 2 what they said,he is a 'yam lou' wor..how yam le?i oso duno..

haha

then we went 2 'kids' wonderland'-->i duno what is it's actual name..so i jz simply name it la..*dont sue me ar,i hav no money 2 pay ah!*haha

and once again..is photo time!

got 1 machine like dun like me leh..each time i went there,that machine sure out of order 1 le..so suey..n finally,after duno how many minutes' 'hard work',the pictures were completed la!haha..

then when is time 2 say buh-bye,how sad i felt..

after this,i really duno when can we meet each other again..

when i hav holiday,they nid 2 study,
when i dun hav holiday,they r having holiday..haihhaih..

then i n candy went 2 yoshinoya 4 dinner..

while waiting 4 the food 2 come,i took out de box that denise n the others had prepared 4 me..
n when i red the diary they wrote 4 me,how i feel like crying...so touch,n so sad..

i hav left nilai for 4 months...time flies..
how r the others now?chewy,MK,alan,matt,evelyn,miky,jeremy?n the other frens in nilai?

i know i ll appreciate all those things in the box..i ll..

anyway,i still hope there ll b 2nd chance 4 us to reunion,n i hope it is a 100% D"Allists reunion..
i miss D'Allists..
^^

present i received fr denise,vivian n the others

denise n her bf

Blogging!

ppl must b thinking,wow...this ppl so free ka?hav so much time 2 write blog or should say start blogging..haha...i m free now,but i m actually not that free lah..=.=..still got loads n loads of homework n assignment waiting 4 me...eu...business,account n economies test after holiday..
i really duno whether those lecturers know whatz the meaning of holiday anot..
holiday=holiday?
OR
holiday=homework+assignment+study?

is complicated..

haha

2day i spend some times hanging around n visit ppl's blog n found it is really fun writting blog..
IS REALLY FUN YOU KNOW?

stop talking craps..

9 more days to go..n i m going back to that boring place...KMJ...
should i say it is boring?or it is fun?
it is boring, bcz my life there is only study study and study..
sometimes,it is fun, bcz some of my frens n i ll do many silly stuff in the school compound, in the room,in the toilet,along the corridor and even in the lecture hall!

and 1 more thing 2 add on..most of the ppl who went 2 study in matriculation hav put on weight..
of coz...
including me!

it's undeniable,once u sit down n when u saw lots of junk food in front of u,
no matter how hard u try 2 control urself,it wont work too..
or else,u ll end up fall sleep on the table n saliva dripping all over ur books,
which 1 u prefer?
haha

9 more days,9 more days..

i hope i can stop the clock,

i want to stay at HOME!!