i realize something recently...
i really dont understand why i always dont hav something which belongs 2 me 4 a long time...
there is always some1 who always tend 2 snatch things away fr me....
since primary school till i finish secondary school, somebody..who always take things away fr me....
the best example would b frens bside me....
i remember when i was in form 4,we hav conflict which destroy our frenship or relationship till now...
this lead 2 the situation where 4 of us break into 2 groups...
i n julian was in a group....n i found out she owaz try 2 gain ppl's attention by acting 'pity' in front of frens especially guys...n 1 day, 1 of the guy come n ask me 2 apoligise 2 her...
then i was so angry...i din do anything wrong,y should i apologise?
this is not a matter of pride,but since i didnt do anything wrong,why i m always the 1 who should be the 1 who say sorry 1st?
i still remembered...that day when i was on duty,mok suddenly approach me n ask me 2 keep a distance away from julian,i was thinking,i was v julian all the time,it is really impossible if she did something like this,so i choose not 2 trust mok.cz i know there is some1 who try 2 break our frenship..
once again,i know, is she..
there is many things happen,when all of us try 2 forget things happened in the past n we started 2 talk 2 each other,we were in form 5 already...
then.we all went 4 the prefect trip in KL....
something happened.but i didnt got involve...
when we went back,her mum knew what happened 2 her in KL....but we all dont know how she know...
1 day,i found my another groups of fren started 2 treat me in another way...n i found it quite weird,but i didnt say anything,n treat like nothing happened..1 day,1 of them,which is a guy,accidentaly said out what happened...only i knew that once again,she back stab me!
she told them i m the 1 who tell everything 2 her mum!
but 1 of them,which is 1 of the victim come n ask me what happened actually..n i tell her everything.only she realised i m innocent actually...
when we found out the truth,only we knew that she is the 1 who tell everything 2 her mum!how evil she is!!
after i graduate in secondary school,i further my study,here...i met something which is almost similiar 2 what happened 2 me previously..
but...it is not that serious la!
i used 2 b v 2 frens b4 this.n recently...a fren of mine started 2 take over my position...
what can i do is jz stand aside n c...
haih...y this kind of thing always happen on me?
i really dont understand...
but hopefully..
someday,i ll met my 'true friend'
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