kalor~

dear, thanks for adding another members to my doodolls collection yea! <3<3

study week once again~

i have a longer study week this time (3 weeks)

i shall think this way,

'i used +/-3 weeks time to complete 12 subjects for SPM, why cant i finish 7 subjects in 3 weeks too?.....keep the faith...and be more discipline....'


good luck and gambateh to everyone yeah!

an unforgettable saturday~

-i went to the hospital
-waited for around 45 mins outside the hospital; no fan; panas
-the MO gave me 2 jabs
-to distract my attention, 1 nurse said: wa, besarnya kaki; and the MO said: wa, lawanya kasut..= =
-1 jab on my left arm, another on my right elbow's vein..(i even asked the nurse, can don't inject me or not T T)..
-the 1st was painful; 2nd caused dizziness
-really very dizzy after the 2nd jab, and the pain caused by the 1st jab only disappear after 2-3 hours
-the MO tested my body temperature and i was still busy talking although the thermometer was right below my tongue and the nurse said: ei!tutup mulut..@@
-MO said i had a 'high fever' of 38 degree celcius (eh betulke ni, where got fever?? = =)
-the worst of all is, he asked me to go back for blood test tomorrow (by right should be later..already passed 12am).. i think he suspected me for denggue...almost pengsan after he said that
-by the way, i planned to ignore the blood test (needle phobia now)

i conclude: i hate hospital so much, especially needle...however, what surprised me was the MO and nurses there are quite friendly...hmm...that really surprised me!

-went for someone's 90years old birthday just now
-had some wine...hmm hmm

that's how i think my saturday was really unforgettable..especially on the hospital visit thingy...(till now still feel scare..aiks)

by the way, good night ya everyone!

OH TIDAK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i am back at home after 1 long month~

after supper, my dad look and me and say, 'i m sure u never exercise in KL 1'

T T.....he is trying to say: 'walao, see how fat u are now...' T T



sad~

P/S: today is BEAST's 1st anniversary after debut....happy birthday BEAST! <3<3~

good night all~hopefully i will recover from sick after i wake up tomorrow ^^

breath, breath, breath~

good morning everyone,

start the day with the song

숨(Breath) by 비스트(Beast)



ahhh~i feel energetic now!! :)

facebooking instead of acc theory-ing

more or less giving up
hope i can manage to 'goreng' as much as possible tomorrow (later)

my dearest Mr. G,
please don't be so cruel to me, i promise i will be more hardworking for final :P

only 1 week left before holiday ends!!

and i m still stuck in PPS

geez

to-do-list before holiday ends

1. BR assignment
2. Adv Audit assignment
3. Business Ethics assignment
4. Company Law assignment
5. Study for Accounting Theory mid-term test



OOPS...
i think i am running out of time (*______________________*)

ulcer oh ulcer

freaking ulcer that turn me into a 'qi lei gan'

ulcers have been attacking me since semester starts, never once leave me alone...i wonder why >.<

bad temper :(

i have been a VERY VERY VERY bad temper kid recently...
sorry for the one who have to be my poor victim everytime...
sorry sorry <3<3

how easy is it if u pass by a friend without saying hi or even smile? i am so impress that she can do it so easily!!! perhaps that cost her a lot gua..who knows... :)



to me: stay happy la...not worth feeling upset over such people...

what will you say, if.......

....your phone become like this after knocking for few times because it hang??

女孩最在乎什么，说的太对了。。。

1.女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋

努 力改变现状；

2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你 会不会迎难而上，不逃避；

3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足 够的安全感；

4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能 不能一心一意对她好；

5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会 时常给她个惊喜；

6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一 个老实做人、踏实做事的人；

7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点 滴中感受到你的爱；

8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎 的是你的心可以无时无刻想着她；

9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的 往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；

10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能 让她看到你的未来；

11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会 不会负责到底；

12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以 分担你的忧愁；

13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最 后的是不是她。

一个人

我又回到了“一个人”的生活了...

你也许不知道,在和你吵架的同时,我也在偷偷流泪

-是你变了,还是我变了?-

恨...

最近心情都很不好...变得很讨厌身边的人和身边的事

好朋友说走就走,留下我一个人在宿舍
男朋友忙学业,没能陪我

我很讨厌考试
也很讨厌读书

真的觉得一点意思都没有
真的很想回家

another wave of craziness

BEAST/B2ST-Shock



it keeps me awake!!!

祝你幸福

今天从一个朋友口中得知，你有了女朋友....
虽然我当初差一点就接受了你...
但因为某某原因,我们最后都不是男女朋友....
很开心你终于找到了你的另一半,

我衷心的祝福你们...

insane

finish class at 6pm and at the moment i passed by the lecturer's table and saw the microphone, i suddenly feel like taking up the mic and sing...

sometimes people just need to be like that, maybe life will be happier?



=p

wonderful week

people usually say, rest is for you to walk further...yea, time flies, final is coming in 2 weeks time and i choose to have sufficient rest and relax puas-puas before starting my torturing 1 month.had a last minute decision to go home on monday, i skip tuesday and wednesday class, went to Assunta Hospital to visit Dear's grandmother on Friday (not part of my relax schedule though =P)...went to Tropicana City Mall on Saturday afternoon with Ray and ShiaoTan for lunch (met MY FM 特工队 there and won some prizes!! :) ), then went for midnight 1am movie with Ray, Shiao Tan, Jennifer and ES to watch Clash of the Titan. Was so worry i will fall asleep during the movie, luckily i didn't ;)...Had a stay over at Shiao Tan's house, and went for lunch at 12pm then Tesco to buy ingredients needed for the dinner later at night.Never knew, we can be there for so long. (not any shopping mall, just Tesco), reach ShiaoTan's house at 4 something,nearly 5 and we start preparing food.

the 3 of us :)

ABC soup cooked by ray

mushroom dish by Ray also..(my favorite of all!)

curry chicken by Jennifer (very delicious!!)

steam fish by shiaotan (nice!!)- she said she got her own secret recipe and cannot be revealed XD

steam otak-otak plus egg (unknown chief)

smelly vege...i also don't know cooked by who :P

me :)

dessert of the day

otak-otak

wonder what are they watching (ah kua show???) >.< yam lou..... =p

wine after dinner + otak-otak + fererro rocher ^^

that marks the end of my wonderful week...i shall now happily start my torturing 1 month...T T

random

suddenly miss my fringe and my long hair so much ~ ~

3/4/2010

I want to wake up earlier today to wash my clothes (with washing machine = =)
because, if i don't wash them later...i do not have tshirt to wear ad...T T

today is also my best friend- Julian Ng's birthday
We knew each other since primary school, we are not school mate, but we know each other in some sunday school thingy..
We started get closer when we got into the same secondary school, same class since form 1 till form 5
We sat next to each other, talk non stop, 'check' each other's answer during exam (XD), went for the same tuition and after graduate from secondary school, we eventually got into a very ***** college...however, we got into different matriculation and end up with different course and different university again...
by the way, happy 21st birthday yea!!
will have a belated celebration with you and ah bo soon yea...

photo captured at around 2 years ago, in year 2008...awww...we were so young before (as if we are very old now...=p)

x+y=y+x

sometimes i really wonder,
how do you expect people to respect you if you don't respect them?

have you ever consider that?

Apple Holiday~

Was quite shocked to see, my granduncle's picture with his art appear in a very big billboard in front of Section 17's junction

Here's the picture:


Thanks dear for the photo, because i was driving at the moment :)

sense of satisfaction

hadn't been so satisfy since so long time ago...

had my lunch with zhi xi and shu ting in the KPS food court...
1 plate of chicken rice and 2 bowls of soup...

have no picture to show..but it is delicious..hehe

倔强

夜深人静-虽然不是很静,一个人听着自己爱听的歌...

其实真是一种享受啊!!

最近真的很忙,难得有空停下脚步做自己爱做的事情。。。

一个人听歌呐,多多少少会有些感触的...

人啊,就是不懂得珍惜,

总要等到失去了,才发现已经太迟了...

我也发现,有些东西,不是说放下就能放下,

最后真的比不得以,才得狠心放开...

你们已融入了我生活中的一部分...

虽然有时觉得太忙很累,

但是不知道为什么今天对即将分开的你们感到那么不舍...

也许三个礼拜后的今天,

我们都回到了我们原有的生活...

但我可以倔强的说我不要吗?


送给你们的歌...

《倔强》

当 我和世界不一样
那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己妥协
如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅
最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神
在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次 我和我的倔强

对 爱我的人别紧张
我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏 眼神越是发光
你 不在乎我的过往
看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过 才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡
只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次 我和我的倔强

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次 我和我的倔强
就这一次 让我大声唱
啦啦啦～～
就算失望 不能绝望
啦啦啦～～
就这一次 我和我的倔强

another earphone for me ^^

my cousin Chee Siang fetch me from my faculty to the UM main hall-DTC after telling me that there is an event there, where you are required to register for it, sing a song, and they will give you a earphone. But it is only for the first 45 participants-obviously, i manage to be one of the 45..hehe...

Was in dilemma whether to join or not because i was actually quite shy to sing there, luckily Helen said she can sing duet with me, but we will need to sing 2 songs together. hehe...

Was quite happy i got through, not sure how i sang. hee.. But at least i earned myself an earphone, although it is not from any famous brand, but looks nice, and sounds nice..

Here's the picture of it...

Wonder...

What are the 'bintik-bintik' on my arms a?
they are ugly and i am thinking how to get rid of them...+________+




P/S: the weather is so hot here, and i really miss the really-cold weather in Korea!!


time to sleep...9am audit tutorial tomorrow...nitez!

I wish...

I always wish to have my own corner, which it belongs to me only.

so I can do my own thing there, without anyone bothering me.

so I can cry out lout, all on my own, without thinking of whether there will be anyone laughing at me when I am crying.

Can I have that, right now?

Personality test

sensing OR intuitive?

i think i am more to intuitive...
friends, agree with me?

CNY shopping spree~~

went shopping today after class with hTos and wai fun just to shop for more new year clothes!!

bought few for myself, and this is for my daddy:
and this is for dear, hehe:
i have to say that, I am really broke now...
but, i just can't wait for CNY!!

motivation?

just hope to do some study before going out for BBQ later..

my motivation today will be BBQ~~ yeah!!

Time for medicine..T T

uh..i just don't like it..

Friendship...

Friendship, seems tough to many people,

but very few people knows that, it is actually very fragile.

Handle with care, because you won't know, when you gonna break it...