♥♥yesterday.today.forever♥♥

siri siri

2011-10-27T01:24:00.002+08:00

Maybank MoneyTree Idea eXchange - BIG3 ft Siri

hi everybody, please support me in this video...it is a competition video and it will be judged based on the views in youtube...hopefully all of you will click into this video and have a look!

a song to share

2011-03-21T18:03:00.002+08:00

喝酒的伴一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱k的伴一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了心里的遗憾
没有负担原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
别来提醒我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

i like this song :) and also the lyrics....nice 1 ♥

ABC soup + meesua~

2011-03-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

dinner today- prepared by daniel n mianyi~hehe

a very satisfying meal~ and i finally realize, i will never have the motivation to skip dinner at all because all good foods are usually available at night :P

can i sleep?

2011-03-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

brain congested......information overloaded

please stay in my brain till wed!! or at least till 4pm on tuesday.....
(i seriously wonder if they really got into my brain at all)

i am so tired already lah~~~

can i sleep?

satisfying meal ♥

2011-03-12T22:08:00.005+08:00

*feel so energetic and happy after eating tomyam pork meehoon in Sentosa~
thanks dear♥

*sometimes we just need some break before continue with what we are doing

*i shall continue studying now, before i started to feel sleepy XD

yeah, HRM

choki-choki from my zhabo roommy~ ♥

to somebody(s)

2011-02-18T16:10:00.003+08:00

if you expect an explaination from me..please remove whatever negative perception or biasness you have on somebody..yes i know some of my actions are wrong and MIGHT hurt someone.otherwise i will not have apologise on that day itself.

I actually wonder la,do you even know that your actions hurt me as well?

farewell, cousin!

2011-02-15T00:30:00.006+08:00

Cousin, I guess I was fated for not being able to send you off in the airport, God wants me to safe my body liquid i guess XD

But I was so sad for not being able to hand you the presents...aiks...
By the way, hope you have a great university life there!must make full use of your 3 years there, visiting places in Aus and we are expecting you becoming our tour guide soon!

All the best and will miss you ya!

All above are specially for you...Hope to see you soon, take care!

2011-02-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

woke up half an hour late for Portuguese class again...

OUCH

souvenir before i left klang :)

2011-02-07T16:10:00.006+08:00

da yi gave all KIDS this, before we left Klang..hehe

According to them, this is called the eye glass candy (LOL)

i have 7, ate 2 :)

tsk tsk tsk...quality control failed....>.<

i am now totally alone in my room...looking at those candies....T T
and a piece of notes....T T

CNY 2011

2011-02-07T15:48:00.003+08:00

i ♥ you, you ♥ me,we are happy family.....

It's the happiest few days in the year, it's CNY!!

kuantan-->sg lembing-->pulau ketam-->klang

short yet meaningful CNY break

looking forward for next year's CNY :)

pity us

2011-01-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

what a humiliation, we are often being humiliated as a worthless idiot

GEEZ!!!!!

kalor~

2010-11-15T02:57:00.002+08:00

dear, thanks for adding another members to my doodolls collection yea! <3<3

study week once again~

2010-11-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

i have a longer study week this time (3 weeks)

i shall think this way,

'i used +/-3 weeks time to complete 12 subjects for SPM, why cant i finish 7 subjects in 3 weeks too?.....keep the faith...and be more discipline....'

good luck and gambateh to everyone yeah!

an unforgettable saturday~

2010-10-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

-i went to the hospital
-waited for around 45 mins outside the hospital; no fan; panas
-the MO gave me 2 jabs
-to distract my attention, 1 nurse said: wa, besarnya kaki; and the MO said: wa, lawanya kasut..= =
-1 jab on my left arm, another on my right elbow's vein..(i even asked the nurse, can don't inject me or not T T)..
-the 1st was painful; 2nd caused dizziness
-really very dizzy after the 2nd jab, and the pain caused by the 1st jab only disappear after 2-3 hours
-the MO tested my body temperature and i was still busy talking although the thermometer was right below my tongue and the nurse said: ei!tutup mulut..@@
-MO said i had a 'high fever' of 38 degree celcius (eh betulke ni, where got fever?? = =)
-the worst of all is, he asked me to go back for blood test tomorrow (by right should be later..already passed 12am).. i think he suspected me for denggue...almost pengsan after he said that
-by the way, i planned to ignore the blood test (needle phobia now)

i conclude: i hate hospital so much, especially needle...however, what surprised me was the MO and nurses there are quite friendly...hmm...that really surprised me!

-went for someone's 90years old birthday just now
-had some wine...hmm hmm

that's how i think my saturday was really unforgettable..especially on the hospital visit thingy...(till now still feel scare..aiks)

by the way, good night ya everyone!

OH TIDAK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-10-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

i am back at home after 1 long month~

after supper, my dad look and me and say, 'i m sure u never exercise in KL 1'

T T.....he is trying to say: 'walao, see how fat u are now...' T T

sad~

P/S: today is BEAST's 1st anniversary after debut....happy birthday BEAST! <3<3~

good night all~hopefully i will recover from sick after i wake up tomorrow ^^

breath, breath, breath~

2010-09-30T07:51:00.002+08:00

good morning everyone,

start the day with the song

숨(Breath) by 비스트(Beast)

ahhh~i feel energetic now!! :)

facebooking instead of acc theory-ing

2010-09-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

more or less giving up
hope i can manage to 'goreng' as much as possible tomorrow (later)

my dearest Mr. G,
please don't be so cruel to me, i promise i will be more hardworking for final :P

only 1 week left before holiday ends!!

2010-09-12T13:40:00.002+08:00

and i m still stuck in PPS

geez

to-do-list before holiday ends

2010-09-11T21:13:00.001+08:00

1. ~~BR assignment~~
2. Adv Audit assignment
3. Business Ethics assignment
4. Company Law assignment
5. Study for Accounting Theory mid-term test

OOPS...
i think i am running out of time (*______________________*)

ulcer oh ulcer

2010-09-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

freaking ulcer that turn me into a 'qi lei gan'

ulcers have been attacking me since semester starts, never once leave me alone...i wonder why >.<

bad temper :(

2010-09-11T00:59:00.001+08:00

i have been a VERY VERY VERY bad temper kid recently...
sorry for the one who have to be my poor victim everytime...
sorry sorry <3<3

2010-07-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

how easy is it if u pass by a friend without saying hi or even smile? i am so impress that she can do it so easily!!! perhaps that cost her a lot gua..who knows... :)

to me: stay happy la...not worth feeling upset over such people...

what will you say, if.......

2010-07-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

....your phone become like this after knocking for few times because it hang??

女孩最在乎什么，说的太对了。。。

2010-04-21T15:51:00.001+08:00

1.女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋

努力改变现状；

2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；

3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；

4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；

5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；

6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；

7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；

8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻想着她；

9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；

10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；

11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；

12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；

13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她。

一个人

2010-04-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

我又回到了“一个人”的生活了...

2010-04-16T16:52:00.001+08:00

你也许不知道,在和你吵架的同时,我也在偷偷流泪

2010-04-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

-是你变了,还是我变了?-

恨...

2010-04-12T12:45:00.002+08:00

最近心情都很不好...变得很讨厌身边的人和身边的事

好朋友说走就走,留下我一个人在宿舍
男朋友忙学业,没能陪我

我很讨厌考试
也很讨厌读书

真的觉得一点意思都没有
真的很想回家

another wave of craziness

2010-04-08T05:20:00.002+08:00

BEAST/B2ST-Shock

it keeps me awake!!!

祝你幸福

2010-04-07T18:24:00.002+08:00

今天从一个朋友口中得知，你有了女朋友....
虽然我当初差一点就接受了你...
但因为某某原因,我们最后都不是男女朋友....
很开心你终于找到了你的另一半,

我衷心的祝福你们...

insane

2010-04-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

finish class at 6pm and at the moment i passed by the lecturer's table and saw the microphone, i suddenly feel like taking up the mic and sing...

sometimes people just need to be like that, maybe life will be happier?

=p

wonderful week

2010-04-05T00:56:00.019+08:00

people usually say, rest is for you to walk further...yea, time flies, final is coming in 2 weeks time and i choose to have sufficient rest and relax puas-puas before starting my torturing 1 month.had a last minute decision to go home on monday, i skip tuesday and wednesday class, went to Assunta Hospital to visit Dear's grandmother on Friday (not part of my relax schedule though =P)...went to Tropicana City Mall on Saturday afternoon with Ray and ShiaoTan for lunch (met MY FM 特工队 there and won some prizes!! :) ), then went for midnight 1am movie with Ray, Shiao Tan, Jennifer and ES to watch Clash of the Titan. Was so worry i will fall asleep during the movie, luckily i didn't ;)...Had a stay over at Shiao Tan's house, and went for lunch at 12pm then Tesco to buy ingredients needed for the dinner later at night.Never knew, we can be there for so long. (not any shopping mall, just Tesco), reach ShiaoTan's house at 4 something,nearly 5 and we start preparing food.

the 3 of us :)

ABC soup cooked by ray

mushroom dish by Ray also..(my favorite of all!)

curry chicken by Jennifer (very delicious!!)

steam fish by shiaotan (nice!!)- she said she got her own secret recipe and cannot be revealed XD

steam otak-otak plus egg (unknown chief)

smelly vege...i also don't know cooked by who :P

me :)

dessert of the day

otak-otak

wonder what are they watching (ah kua show???) >.< yam lou..... =p

wine after dinner + otak-otak + fererro rocher ^^

that marks the end of my wonderful week...i shall now happily start my torturing 1 month...T T

random

2010-04-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

suddenly miss my fringe and my long hair so much ~ ~

3/4/2010

2010-04-03T01:17:00.004+08:00

I want to wake up earlier today to wash my clothes (with washing machine = =)
because, if i don't wash them later...i do not have tshirt to wear ad...T T

today is also my best friend- Julian Ng's birthday
We knew each other since primary school, we are not school mate, but we know each other in some sunday school thingy..
We started get closer when we got into the same secondary school, same class since form 1 till form 5
We sat next to each other, talk non stop, 'check' each other's answer during exam (XD), went for the same tuition and after graduate from secondary school, we eventually got into a very ***** college...however, we got into different matriculation and end up with different course and different university again...
by the way, happy 21st birthday yea!!
will have a belated celebration with you and ah bo soon yea...

photo captured at around 2 years ago, in year 2008...awww...we were so young before (as if we are very old now...=p)

x+y=y+x

2010-03-30T20:19:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder,
how do you expect people to respect you if you don't respect them?

have you ever consider that?

Apple Holiday~

2010-03-10T18:53:00.003+08:00

Was quite shocked to see, my granduncle's picture with his art appear in a very big billboard in front of Section 17's junction

Here's the picture:

Thanks dear for the photo, because i was driving at the moment :)

sense of satisfaction

2010-03-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

hadn't been so satisfy since so long time ago...

had my lunch with zhi xi and shu ting in the KPS food court...
1 plate of chicken rice and 2 bowls of soup...

have no picture to show..but it is delicious..hehe

倔强

2010-03-03T01:51:00.002+08:00

夜深人静-虽然不是很静,一个人听着自己爱听的歌...

其实真是一种享受啊!!

最近真的很忙,难得有空停下脚步做自己爱做的事情。。。

一个人听歌呐,多多少少会有些感触的...

人啊,就是不懂得珍惜,

总要等到失去了,才发现已经太迟了...

我也发现,有些东西,不是说放下就能放下,

最后真的比不得以,才得狠心放开...

你们已融入了我生活中的一部分...

虽然有时觉得太忙很累,

但是不知道为什么今天对即将分开的你们感到那么不舍...

也许三个礼拜后的今天,

我们都回到了我们原有的生活...

但我可以倔强的说我不要吗?

送给你们的歌...

《倔强》

当我和世界不一样
那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚
我如果对自己妥协
如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅我也不能原谅
最美的愿望一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神
在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张
我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光
你不在乎我的过往
看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡
只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次我和我的倔强

我和我最后的倔强
握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂
就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强
我在风中大声地唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次我和我的倔强
就这一次让我大声唱
啦啦啦～～
就算失望不能绝望
啦啦啦～～
就这一次我和我的倔强

another earphone for me ^^

2010-02-25T22:34:00.003+08:00

my cousin Chee Siang fetch me from my faculty to the UM main hall-DTC after telling me that there is an event there, where you are required to register for it, sing a song, and they will give you a earphone. But it is only for the first 45 participants-obviously, i manage to be one of the 45..hehe...

Was in dilemma whether to join or not because i was actually quite shy to sing there, luckily Helen said she can sing duet with me, but we will need to sing 2 songs together. hehe...

Was quite happy i got through, not sure how i sang. hee.. But at least i earned myself an earphone, although it is not from any famous brand, but looks nice, and sounds nice..

Here's the picture of it...

Wonder...

2010-02-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

What are the 'bintik-bintik' on my arms a?
they are ugly and i am thinking how to get rid of them...+________+

P/S: the weather is so hot here, and i really miss the really-cold weather in Korea!!

time to sleep...9am audit tutorial tomorrow...nitez!

I wish...

2010-02-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

I always wish to have my own corner, which it belongs to me only.

so I can do my own thing there, without anyone bothering me.

so I can cry out lout, all on my own, without thinking of whether there will be anyone laughing at me when I am crying.

Can I have that, right now?

Personality test

2010-02-04T18:03:00.001+08:00

sensing OR intuitive?

i think i am more to intuitive...
friends, agree with me?

CNY shopping spree~~

2010-02-04T00:24:00.004+08:00

went shopping today after class with hTos and wai fun just to shop for more new year clothes!!

bought few for myself, and this is for my daddy:
and this is for dear, hehe:
i have to say that, I am really broke now...
but, i just can't wait for CNY!!

motivation?

2010-01-31T14:47:00.001+08:00

just hope to do some study before going out for BBQ later..

my motivation today will be BBQ~~ yeah!!

Time for medicine..T T

2010-01-31T14:31:00.002+08:00

uh..i just don't like it..

Friendship...

2010-01-27T01:00:00.002+08:00

Friendship, seems tough to many people,

but very few people knows that, it is actually very fragile.

Handle with care, because you won't know, when you gonna break it...

What a dream = =

2009-11-25T00:46:00.001+08:00

I had a dream..

I dreamt that I am still not done with my exam, still preparing for my FAR3 exam..(I really wondered,why must be FAR3?!!)

And on the 2nd day,I sat the bus to BP..and fortunately I woke up...

And when I woke up, it got me a few second to think : eh? Why don't have exam 1? Swt...= =

Wish me luck in my result..I don't want to retake!! *coi coi coi*

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Sesame street

2009-11-17T11:42:00.003+08:00

Just a random post before going out for the after-exam-party..hehe

Google celebrated Sesame Street 40th anniversary, i remember myself growing up watching sesame street!! haha

I only managed to get few of them, i think it should have more than this...

Ok, time to go out...See ya~

缘...

2009-11-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

缘起缘灭，缘浓缘淡，不是我们能够控制的。我们能做到的，是在因缘际会的时侯好好的珍惜那短暂的时光。。别让自己有后悔的一天！！那怕以后的以后。。我们又会在同一个星空下相遇。。

邵健辉feizhai 与我共勉之...

-i saw this in facebook, and i think i shall put it here, so i can remember this words someday in the future...^^

Something to share 2

2009-11-03T21:39:00.004+08:00

《再见萤火虫》

转自CETV-1每晚6点《动漫驿站》之《小菲论剑》版六大悲剧之《再见萤火虫》篇。

“昭和20年9月21日晚，我死了。”

这是动画电影《再见萤火虫》的第一句台词，它一下子就为这部作品定下了悲凉的调子。

一个衣衫褴褛的少年，气息奄奄地躺在人来人往的车站，正走向他14岁短暂生命的终点，这是在战败一个月后的日本。

恍惚间，少年看到了他死去的妹妹，看到了那个飞满萤火虫的夏天。

那时候的哥哥和妹妹是幸福的，装满糖果的小铁盒子、漫天飞舞的萤火虫、哥哥拉着妹妹的手在夜晚的奔跑以及妹妹银铃般的笑声都成了接下来即将发生的悲剧的无情铺垫。

空袭开始了，妈妈在轰炸中突然离世，在这突如其来的打击面前，哥哥能够做到的，只是将妈妈死去的消息瞒过年幼的妹妹。空旷的广场上，哥哥卖力地为哭着要找***妹妹表演着单杠，夕阳下两个瘦小的身影显得那么单薄。也许，就是在那刻，哥哥试图将所有的悲伤扛起，决定在纷乱的废墟上为妹妹擎起一片不下雨的晴空吧。

兄妹俩投靠了他们的亲戚，然而，战争让亲情疏远，物质的贫乏更使得人们彼此冷漠。越来越多的白眼和碗中越来越少的米饭清晰地显示着他们必须离开了。哥哥终于决定带着妹妹搬走，去建造一个属于自己的家。但是，在唱着歌快乐离开的时候，他岂能料到他们因那战争而不可逆转的悲惨命运。

萤火虫再次飞舞，可兄妹俩的厄运却不断降临。饥饿和疾病成为困扰他们的最大问题，为了让妹妹能够不再饿肚子，哥哥只好去偷，而且是趁飞机轰炸的时候，每当他在逃离的家庭找到一些吃的东西，他都会无比的兴奋。影片为这段生活赋予了更多的笔墨，废弃的家园，荒凉的原野，每一个细节看起来都那么真实，恬淡与残酷相间，冷漠与温情并存。

(原声画面：哥哥偷东西被人捉住，被毒打之后扭送到警察局，警察很体谅哥哥的处境，把他释放了。)

在漆黑的废弃山洞中，哥哥将萤火虫捉进蚊帐，漫天飞舞的萤火虫在夏季闷热的深夜里明明灭灭。哥哥将熟睡中的妹妹紧紧抱住生怕一松手就又会失去。只有14岁的他并不知道，战争本身就意味着失去。

萤火虫的一生只有一个夜晚，一切都在夏日微熏的风中逝去。

(原声画面：妹妹轻轻地将昨夜萤火虫的小尸体埋进自己挖好的小坟中，对哥哥说：“我很想念妈妈，妈妈也在坟墓中”。哥哥瞪大眼睛吃惊的望着妹妹。)

原来妹妹早已知道妈妈不在了，并以那么小的年纪理解了死亡和坟墓的含义。一捧捧萤火虫的小尸体，从节子手中坠落，混入泥土，化作尘埃，哥哥仿佛看见了妈妈那同样脆弱的肉体燃成灰烬的样子。死亡再一次击打着哥哥幼小而坚强的心灵，这时滚过面颊的泪水，也许是为了妈妈，也许是为了萤火虫，也许只是为了生命不堪一击的脆弱。

萤火虫，只能活一个夜晚。在美丽的夜里，它尽情展示它的美丽，然后在黑暗中悄然坠下。恶劣的环境使节子身上起了湿疹，但他们没有钱去看病，更没有钱去买来药品……终于，年幼的妹妹没能逃过饥饿和疾病的双重折磨，悲惨地死去。节子死的那天也是在一个满天都是萤火虫的夜里，她含着笑，在最美的风景中去找那只有在梦里才能过的幸福生活了。

当萤火虫再次亮起的时候，那个装糖果的小铁盒子、那个有着银铃般笑声的名叫节子的的小女孩、那个山脚下门口搭有秋千的防空洞、那漫天飞舞的萤火虫……所有这些镜头都令人感受着一种令人窒息的悲凉。

(原声画面：哥哥平静地点燃了盛放妹妹尸体的小竹筐，血红的火苗在哥哥不再清澈的眼底闪动。)

一切都那么残酷，一切都那么不近人情，在战争面前一切都是那么徒劳。哥哥为了妹妹和自己能够生存下去已经拼尽了全力，可他仍然不能保住这唯一的至亲。绝望伴随着夜晚降临，当火焰渐渐熄灭，幽幽的萤火虫为孤单的哥哥唱起最动人的旋律，纷纷扬扬升腾着的萤光在最远的天空结成温暖的笑脸。那是战争夺走的他的生活的全部、他的所有亲人。

《再见萤火虫》，一个看似简单的反战主题，一连串略显平淡的情节，然而，很少有哪一部动画电影能令如此众多的观众流泪，节子，片中那个爱吃糖的小女孩，她的一颦一笑一哭一闹，甚至每次呼吸的声音都是那么真实，令人心痛。

在影片中，生存充满苦难和痛楚，而死亡却是一个最美的结局。影片的最后，战争结束了，人们又恢复了美好的生活。天气很好，女孩子们穿着漂亮的裙子听音乐，在别人悠扬的音乐里，哥哥火葬了节子。九月二十一日，哥哥也死了。黑暗中，妹妹拉着哥哥的手，快乐地吃着糖果，满天的萤火虫欢快地飞舞，仿佛在祝贺他们终于找到了幸福。他们的灵魂在萤火虫飞舞的夏夜里重逢了，他们又可以在一起，永远那样的年纪，这样的结局也许是最好的。

长久以来，不少人误将《再见萤火虫》列在动画大师宫崎峻的系列作品中，同时又想不通这部深沉悲凉的作品与宫崎峻动画一贯的明朗奇幻为何如此不同。其实原因很简单，因为，这部作品的创作者并不是宫崎峻，而是另一位动画大师--高畑熏。高畑熏和宫崎峻相识于东映动画。1974年，由高畑熏执导、宫崎峻制作的TV动画《阿尔卑斯的少女海蒂》遍销全球，由此，怀着共同的动画梦想的两位大师级人物开始了长达30年的亲密合作。

从《再见萤火虫》到《平成狸大战》、《我的邻居山田君》，高畑熏的作品始终平易深情，于质朴纯真中流露出悲悯和温暖，最为真挚地打动人心，最为实在地刻画着人们生命中喜悦与悲伤，与宫崎峻作品的相比，高畑熏作品少而精，人文底蕴更为厚实内敛。

这里我们可以看一个小细节。在《再见萤火虫》里有一个冷漠的亲戚。当兄妹俩走投无路值得投靠她的时候，这个有血缘关系的亲戚却对他们百般挑剔，恶语相向。但是，当兄妹俩一气之下出走的时候，她却很留恋地看了他们一眼，眼神中流露出的竟是悲伤。这令你一下子就理解了她，理解了这个单身母亲在战乱中要抚养四个孩子的无奈和困苦。高畑熏不是脸谱化地塑造人物，而是以怜悯之心关照着她。另外，高畑熏极其善于发现平凡苦涩生活中的美好。

(原声画面：哥哥带着妹妹洗澡，用毛巾在水里做泡泡；在夏夜里，他们意外发现了萤火虫，哥哥让节子闭上眼睛，给了她一颗糖，她就幸福得挥舞着手臂到处跑。)

如此艰难的环境，如此可爱的妹妹，如此坚强善良的哥哥。他们在艰难中享受欢乐，向我们展示如此美丽的生命。所以，当他们年幼的生命像漫天的萤火虫那样放射了短暂的光芒后便离我们而去时，我们的心灵受到的震撼非比寻常。

战争如同暗夜, 生命在一片漆黑中脆弱不堪，而被战争遗弃的童真就如同长夜中的萤火虫一样散发出微弱的光芒,不可避免地将要在凄冷中凋零。《再见萤火虫》是吉卜利所有动画作品中最写实、也是唯一一部直面战争罪恶的作品，影片中的小主人公无疑是日本侵略战争的牺牲品，它透过这个独特的视角，让人们清楚地看到战争的残酷与祸害，控诉着日本军国主义发动的侵略战争给平民带来的痛苦和折磨，召唤着真诚、善良以及永恒的和平。

Honestly speaking, i cried when i watch this movie with Qi Qing and Kai Huey when i was studying in matric...This shows how fragile life is, and yet there is still persons who care about us and will try their very best to protect us, and provide us with comfortable life...just like how the teenage take care of his young sister...

I miss my parents, and my family...

P/S: i hardly, or to be more precise, i never say this out before...^^

good luck and add oil!

2009-11-03T00:39:00.003+08:00

Again, it is finally the Final exam period...

good luck to me and to all who will be sitting for exam...

~add oil to all~ ^^

bliss

2009-10-30T01:27:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, i am quite thankful and I felt blissful because there are people who care about me a lot..

wasn't in a very good mood for the past few days...went out to Mcd with wai fun and han siew to study...When i was studying, Dear appeared in front of me...i was actually quite touched but i acted very normal as i don't know how should i react..He knew I got very affected by something that happened on the past few days, he brought me out for a walk so that i won't feel that stressful...And in the end, he accompany me till around 7pm and he went home...although he didn't accompany me till i go back at 6am in the morning..but i did appreciate what he did for me...

in Mcd

And today, i got really mad with something..and these 2 people with the very great sense of humor, brighten up my day (wrong, it should be night)...hahaha...

Ray & Shiao Tan (so sweet huh?HAHAHAHA)

Thanks a lot ya!!

Can you feel the love tonight?

2009-10-29T02:51:00.003+08:00

It's 2.51am, i am still in Mcd with waifun and hansiew..

It's very cold here...
Currently listening to the choir version of 'can you feel the love tonight' using my earphone.

Memories, came back to me

I still remember,
Mandy told us, this is the most romantic song ever, so must sing with feel.
Big Ashley said: Diction! Diction!!
Es said: Sing properly lah!!!
I said: How to imitate Mei Zhen's voice??!
Lalat said: Diiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......(1st note)
Mei Zhen: (whisper) 1, 2, 3, 4, 1, 2, *breathe*
Everyone: Wuuuu....

I miss the bunch of people..I miss having fun with them...
poking here and there, touching here and here *smile*

I miss the moment before the competition where everyone calm each other down,
I miss the moment we sang together on the stage, regardless of how 'teruk' i sang on stage, no one blame me (maybe there is, but none of them say it in front of me)
I miss the time where all of us hold hands before the result is announced
I miss the time when we are announced as the winner, someone come to me and say 'who said you sang badly??!'

(few months ago)In the same Mcd i am in now, we celebrated our victory
And in the same Mcd now, i saw the empty room we have fun and crazy together, the feeling is so different..haha

And currently in the choir team, and in the management team, i know i need to be tough..
The road and journey still need to be continued..

I miss you all!!*photo taken during Mr Lee's workshop-28th Dec 2008*

5 in the morning

2009-10-24T05:01:00.002+08:00

it's time to sleep
good night and good morning!

the zzz post

2009-10-23T19:47:00.003+08:00

someone was caught sleeping in FAR class XD:
I am still wondering what will happen if she saw this post..sorry lar..but i did put in effort to have the mosaic on your face so that people will not recognize you...sorry ar..hahah

my entertainment of the day XD

2009-10-21T16:49:00.004+08:00

I don't know why i can suddenly come out with the idea to translate a chinese song to english using some translator programme..lets see the outcome..XD

沿海公路的出口 (Export of the coastal highway)- s.h.e

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼 (With a match burning in a mirage)

借这场大雨让自己逃走 (With this heavy rain to escape through their own)

慌茫公路无人的漂泊 (Panic no one traveling the road Mang)

寂寞海啸把我卷走 (The tsunami swept away my loneliness)

用一段感情换一个朋友 (With a feeling for a friend)

每一句再见割一道伤口 (Good-bye every one cut a wound)

躲在万劫不复的街头 (Hiding in the streets beyond redemption)

微笑参透覆水难收 (Having understood a smile turning back)

倘若说放一次手就像咳一个嗽 (If we say put your hands once again as a cough cough)

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔 (But why I care about is not the gentle)

我坐在公路的出口 (I was sitting on the highway exit)

等待天黑以后无边的寂寞 (Wait for the boundless loneliness after dark)

连想你都是种残酷切磋 (Even think you are all kinds of cruel Qiecuo)

我目送沿海的日落 (I watched the sunset along the coast)

紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头 (Hug a pillow drunk to live in dreams)

游不住回忆却学不会放手怎么走 (You do not live memories they can not learn to let go how to get)

倘若说放一次手就像咳一个嗽 (If we say put your hands once again as a cough cough)

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔 (But why I care about is not the gentle)

我坐在公路的出口 (I was sitting on the highway exit)

等待天黑以后无边的寂寞 (Wait for the boundless loneliness after dark)

连想你都是种残酷切磋 (Even think you are all kinds of cruel Qiecuo)

我目送沿海的日落 (I watched the sunset along the coast)

紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头 (Hug a pillow drunk to live in dreams)

游不住回忆却学不会放手怎么走 (You do not live memories they can not learn to let go how to get)

我坐在公路的出口 (I was sitting on the highway exit)

等待天黑以后无边的寂寞 (Wait for the boundless loneliness after dark)

连想你都是种残酷切磋 (Even think you are all kinds of cruel Qiecuo)

我目送沿海的日落 (I watched the sunset along the coast)

紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头 (Hug a pillow drunk to live in dreams)

游不住回忆却学不会放手怎么走 (You do not live memories they can not learn to let go how to get)

I can't stop laughing after looking at everything...HAHAHAH

Lookout point ^^

2009-10-18T16:02:00.008+08:00

It was Shiao Tan's birthday few days ago and i got the chance to follow the superseniors to the famous Lookout point to celebrate her birthday.

The scenery up there is breath-taking. Previously, people keep telling me, 'you go up there can see the whole KL one'. And i was like, got so 'kua jeong' or not. Haha, and it's true, you can really see the whole KL up there.

The weather up there is quite cooling. When to the don't know what cafe and have our dinner. Ordered lemonade fittz and the seafood spaghetti. Very sorry to say that, the spaghetti is quite bad lah..the paste tasted powdery actually and i decided to continue eating because it costs me RM15 until i found a small piece of aluminum foil in it..*yer*..

Speak to the waitress and she nervously take it back to the kitchen and few minutes later she came back and inform me, the kitchen will replace another plate for me. I was like, hell, still need to eat a? And I told her I am very full to go for another plate. Few minutes later, she came back again and say that plate of the half-eaten spaghetti with aluminum foil will be FOC. That sounds better..

the spaghettiinitially thought this is a piece of potato

When it's about midnight, we start seeing fireworks from the KL scenery. Ohya, people must be counting down for Deepavali. And soon, we saw like everywhere in KL is playing fireworks. And I am sure this is my very 1st time seeing so many fireworks at 'different place' at once.

My camera seems to know who's the spotlight of the day (but it is more to coincidence XD)

Decided not to upload the scenery of KL that I managed to capture because it is not so nice to post a not so nicely capture (to be precise, i should say badly-capture) picture up here...Hehe..

Last but not least, happy birthday Shiao Tan!

a belated present

2009-10-14T01:25:00.005+08:00

it is already 1.28am, and i still insisting of blogging about this.

i just received a present from 1 of my best friend, Ms OOIHANSIEW!!
since my birthday had past for about 2 months, i actually did not expect to have any present by now...She did celebrate my birthday with me on 17/8/2009, with a box of BigApple donuts, durian pancakes and with candles all over, i am already very touched with it.

Was hanging out in the college mamak with hansiew,waifun,coconut and Q fong and right before i and hansiew reach our own room, she took something out from her bag, something that looks like graduation rolled up certificate, with 2 ribbon on it and a full page of words on it.

the present

After receiving it and words of thank you, i went into the room and get on the bed and open it. When reading what written behind, i can't hold back my tears.

Although it may sounds very 'chiong hei' and 'lao tu', i still need to say it. Ooi Han Siew，from the day we are friend, you will forever be my best friend. That is my word and you can count on it. Although at times i really feel you are too busy, and i did grumble, but i understand, you have your own reason, and i should understand. So, when you are unhappy, do come and find me, i welcome you all the time ya...

just a few hours in mid valley

2009-10-13T01:02:00.004+08:00

ate 6 plates of rice-based sushi and 2 cups of green tea

dark chocolate berries cake from Zen

delicious cake with romantic dim light...hahaha

thanks a dear for bringing me out for sushi king...haha..and thanks for the 1600ml Bros bottle...(that's very huge)..hehe

Accept.Forget

2009-10-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

Accept the fact that, human are realistic.

When you are still part of them, they will declare you as part of them.
When you quit or leave that particular team or group, you are no longer part of them.

I shall delete all the memories i had there, though they may think i never contribute anything to them, it is none of my business anymore.

It's just me who think too much, hoping for people to accept me as i had already choose to quit.

小小

2009-10-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

我是一个小小人物
不出众
不起眼

又不争气
从来不会为自己争一口气

明知不起眼，不出众
却又不肯比自己更厉害的人更努力

有时会觉得自己很失败
跌了这么多次
还不会争气地爬起来

我真的很需要一点点的推动力
谁能给我?

off your phone in the cinema XD

2009-09-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

So, SILENT YOUR PHONE lah

yucky thingy(s)

2009-09-26T16:26:00.004+08:00

that's it for now..will come back with yucky thingy(s)-2 if i manage to find more..@@

It gonna rain again... :)

2009-09-16T16:27:00.003+08:00

i think i have abandoned my blog for quite some time (in fact, very long XD)...

Feel so much like going shopping again...

how i wish i will have RM100k fall down from the sky now...*praying*

once again...i am not satisfy with my result...

well, i deserve it??

I THINK SO...

it's time to wake up...but i think i started saying this since last semester...haihzzz

The sky is dark again...i love the weather... :)

惨了...

2009-08-16T22:57:00.001+08:00

很肥了!!!!

很肥了!!!!

很肥了!!!!!

啊................

couple bottles ^^

2009-07-25T21:26:00.004+08:00

side view:

i found them quite cute ^^

and lastly,hehehe...

2009-07-23T00:57:00.001+08:00

life is no longer great.

i hope everything to go back to the normal way after i wake up on the 2nd day..

but i know, this will not happen.

Don't be so 'ke poh'

2009-07-04T15:40:00.002+08:00

NEVER promise anyone to help to iron his/her shirt...

i have learn my lesson, don't be so ke poh...hehe

dear,

2009-05-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

good luck and all the best in your exam...i will give you my full support!

XOXO ^^

给自己的话

2009-05-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

做什么,都要以心对待

做事也一样,
要对所做的每件事,都抱有一份热诚

就算有多么的不喜欢,
都要坚持到底,不要辜负别人对你的信任

我行的^^

FaceBook Addiction~~

2009-05-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

it happened since my study week...

where it became my drug...something to keep me awake when i am sleepy...eventually, just because of this, i manage to keep myself awake till 6am!! (helo, got study one ok...)

with all the stupid quizzes, some games that some people may think they are lame and comment over photos...fuh...

and even i have finished my exam, i face computer everyday...my parents must be wondering will my face be totally sticked on the computer before school reopen? XD

So, conclusion, if ever, the university authority were to do an investigation on 'why university students can stay awake till so late OR what causes students' bad result'

Don't ever let them know Facebook...

Or else someday, they will block FB...T T

memory~~

2009-05-01T03:39:00.003+08:00

currently studying probabilities of events that i have studied before in secondary school...it makes me recall, i not sure during form 4 or 5, when we have to study all this in the modern maths...

as usual, i didn't listen to what the teacher teach...plus, i am lazy to study myself, and so ngam, fei kang was sitting beside me in the library...so in the end, he teach me.

this is what i learn from him...and whenever i see this, i will remember the 'gao cha, gao cha' thing he said...haha

and this is what we called, memory...=)

“朋友”

2009-05-01T01:41:00.002+08:00

人的一生,
总会有很多的遇见,和离别
有的人,进入了,就会继续留在你的生命中；
有的人,进入后,也许就永远从你的生命中消失。
总是那么的可悲

虽然知道这是每个人必须面对的东西,
但当自己被曾经与你很好很好的朋友遗忘,
还是会觉得很受伤。

说在乎,也没用啊...
当一个人,已不再认为你对他/她重要,
就别再指望重逢之类的东西吧...
免得自己难过

2009-04-28T04:11:00.002+08:00

i used to be a girl who loves hiding from problem last time, once i met something that i don't think it can be solved, i will tend to run away and just leave it like that.

and well, 3 years pass, and he comes back to the question again, i somehow think i should just answer him honestly, since it had already past for so many years!

i didn't know the consequences of being honest will be like that, makes me wonder, why should i say out?

i think i will need to consider going back to the 'Miss Dont know', should just leave everything like that and make everything a mystery...

however, after thinking about it, it's not worth doing that for someone who get mad when explanations are made. what more, it had pass for so long!

blissful me..^^

2009-04-25T21:16:00.007+08:00

daddy, mummy and brother went down to klang to attend my cousin's wedding...
and ya, because of the stupid exam, i can't go...and i managed to persuade them to come and find me after my MIS paper this afternoon...my aunt actually asked her to bring me lunch from home-not my house lar..my aunt's house! ^^

dabao food from home-this term fade away from my 'dictionary' since i guess primary school or maybe secondary 1 or 2 or 3-forget...and today...ta-da
yummy yummy, keep it for dinner

i saw dad's eyes with a small patch of blood red colour on the white part...give me a shock!
mum said that it's because his eye is too tired, so the blood vessels break...yer...sounds so pain..T T

went to Mid Valley with them, *this is the 1st time i go to MV with them since i enter Uni*...

went to coffee bean, and i order a double chocolate ice blended..hmm not bad ^^

finish already T T

looking for plasma tv...it's finally time to change a new one ;-)

okay, for now, i need to start studying already

i have this much to study for monday paper

siao a...so many...actually is this much only, but still many :(

ok...lets study

Apple fever !!

2009-04-24T05:28:00.004+08:00

the 1 thing that i really really wish i could own right now,

ta-da,yup, an ipod touch...RM949 for 8Gb, and RM1,229 for 16 Gb...

i believe i can make full use of it...the applications that can be installed in it vary from this to that (i don't know how to describe) haha

When i am very exciting with the thought of owning one ipod touch, Daniel tempted me with the maxis iphone 3G...

it's super cool with the black casing at the back, but to get a cheap one, you will need to sign a 12-24 months contract with Maxis, with the minimal pay of RM100 per month, RM50 for talktime and RM50 for the 3G connection.

Siao ar...if Maxis cut off the RM50 3G connection charge, i think i can consider buying it...

siao one

woah, my 1st time leh...it's 5.46am and i am still studying...
this is called, 'last minute study'

i am so envy, listening my roommates snoring, seeing them sleeping
zzz

spooky~~~

2009-04-20T01:51:00.002+08:00

i am actually quite glad that i couldn't see those 'dirty stuff''

how will you feel when u see things that you are not suppose to see?
how will you feel when u see things that the others can't see?
how will you feel when u see some figure, standing in front of you, waving to you, and then walk pass you??

yucks...i don't want to say already...
scary...
i wanna go and sleep already...

yucks yucks yucks

spongebob squarepants

2009-04-10T03:29:00.004+08:00

it's 3.29am...and i must admit i am hell sleepy now...
feeling hungry, 'sien', sleepy and really really frustrated with the so-many-words-notes...

i went online, and guess what...i found this:

an emo spongebob

i think i still prefer that stupid spongebob who laugh non-stop and fore sure, without the hair...

this is more adorable right?haha

2009-04-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

it just sounds so sarcastic when you named yourself as 'friend' of mine...

you make me appreciate you, but deep inside i should know, you don't worth me appreciate you AT ALL

2009-04-06T09:24:00.002+08:00

i fell down twice at the stairs before and after the camp i attended yesterday...
and finally i sprain my middle finger...

T T..what a day...

2009-03-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

Quotable quote:-by daniel gan...hehe

[Love cannot assume perfection, because perfection requires lots of compromising, compromising will not last, hence relationship can't too]

haha...good quote right...

here i would like to add something, which is totally not related to the above quote...
the internet connection in the college is really terrible and horrible...it makes me puke!!! duh...

haha

2009-03-29T23:13:00.003+08:00

aha...my parents gave me this, and i think it is my biggest harvest i go home this time!
an 8GB SD card for my camera! ohno...more cam whoring after this...haha

2009-03-27T13:54:00.002+08:00

i wonder what will happen again this time?
I guess it's gonna be the end of story already...

thanks for the advice u gave me...i will put them into consideration...^^

poor pendrive

2009-03-26T21:58:00.003+08:00

see what the ganas nyon did to my pendrive...
my poor pendrive...haih...

25/3/09 memorable night!

2009-03-26T12:04:00.003+08:00

Finally, we own the champion!! though we have gone through so many hardships and obstacles...finally we still got what we fight for all this while...^^

i am really really nervous when i got to know MC wont be singing with me as she lost her voice, i felt sad for her too...only lost voice on the competition day!

when i was so inconfident with myself, when i keep have the mentality that 'i cant i cant'...suddenly 1 by 1, more and more people approached me, telling me, you can do it, just have faith in yourself, regardless the superseniors, or the teammates, they really made me feel so touch...they hugged me, giving me confidence before we go on stage, telling me they are all with me, all the time...at that time, i really feel that i have no choice but to do my best!

when it's our turn, we slowly move towards the stage, in our position...since the light still off...we took the opportunity to adjust the mic...and finally, it begin, 1st note given and off we go...when i can clearly heard my trembling voice from the speaker, i was like "HOLY SHIT!!!"i tried really hard to get rid of the nervousness and move on...i was kinda touch when MC touched my hand and smile at me, trying to give me confident...and suddenly, i was like 'OMG!!it's the ending already!!why so fast??' and quickly, i took a deep breath and 'can...you feel the lovvvee tonightttt....' i am not sure how did i sound like...but i keep insisting i did a bad job...

and the BM song, i really tried my very very best, and once i leave the stage, i started crying, keep mumbling i sang badly, my teammates keep telling me i did a great job, superseniors come our and hug me, telling me well done well done...but i still insisting i sang like shit...i am really afraid i will ruin everything...

and when the result is announced, announcing we got the champion, we all shouted and jumped like mad people, and i am relieved! Fuh...

here,i would like to thank all the superseniors, (ES, shiau tan, Ray, Noel, Jeniffer, Lu Kean, and much much more to be listed here)...thanks for sacrifying so much time on us, and the efforts, sincerity, support and etc...we really appreciate what you guys did to us....thanks...and for the members...thanks for the teamwork, thanks for the support you gave me when i am really nervous...

I love all of u, i love sopS!!

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^

2009-03-24T01:55:00.003+08:00

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

what the...

2009-03-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

one of the disadvantages of staying in hostel is, you will always need to take turn to use the facilities provided, for example : washing machine...

in my hostel, there are only 7 washing machines located in different block...and i thought it should be enough for the students. today, after some very headache and sleepy statistics studies, i sent my dirty clothes downstairs with nyon, and we sit there and wait till any of the washing machines is available for use..when there is one available washing machine, we got ready to throw our shirts inside, and suddenly from nowhere, a malay couple go near the washing machine. Because we thought they come 1st when we saw there are two pails of clothes beside the washing machines which we thought are theirs, and the girl keep staring at me, so we did not move any further. Only to find out that 2 pails of clothes are not theirs, we are really angry! What the...

cut queue nevermind, still wanna stare at us...damn it la...

just don't understand, university level already, still got people don't know how to queue up...what a shame...

2009-03-21T11:33:00.002+08:00

'not everyone is born to be good in everything,
we adopt and adapt...
so whatever things you are asked to do, just do your best!'

thanks for the words and i will try my best in everything i do.^^

Sing, sing a song

2009-03-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

suddenly think of this song, so i decide to post it here

Sing, sing a song

Lyrics
Sing
Sing a song
Sing out loud
Sing out strong
Sing of good things, not bad
Sing of happy, not sad

Sing
Sing a song
Make it simple
To last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
For anyone else to hear
Sing
Sing a song

La la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la

Sing
Sing a song
Sing out loud
Sing out strong
Sing of good things, not bad
Sing of happy, not sad

Sing
Sing a song
Make it simple
To last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
For anyone else to hear
Sing
Sing a song

(Later versions include this Spanish edition of the second verse)

Sing (Canta)
Sing a song (Canta una cancion)
Sing out loud (Canta en voz alto)
Sing out strong (Canta fuerte)
Sing of good things, not bad (Cosas buenas, no malos)
Sing of happy, not sad (Alegre, no triste)
Sing (Canta)
Sing a song (Canta una cancion)
Make it simple to last your whole life long (Todo la vida)
Don't worry that it's not good enough for anyone else to hear
Just sing (Canta)
Sing a song (Canta una cancion)

Sing, Sing A Song - Sesame Street

ING in faculty

2009-03-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

online-ing in faculty-the connection is quite fast here,
sleepy-ing in faculty-but couldn't find a bed to sleep on,
hangus-ing in faculty-the weather is damn hot now,
boring in faculty-my friends are all in class,
lazy-ing in faculty-i do not want to study,
pek chek-ing in faculty-i repeat,the weather is really really hot,
gan jeong-ing in faculty, i suddenly think of the competition,
blog-ing in faculty, nothing better to do,

OMG-->i wanna sneak into class already...shhh

1 thing i like about the lecture hall is, it's air cond...=.=

2009-03-17T14:38:00.002+08:00

i am really tired lately, lag of sleep and cause me to have bad temper than usual...
and i really feel so sorry because there is someone who always kena marah for nothing by me...
really really sorry dear...

i really hope i will get back to the normal me after competition..
right now i am really 'gan jeong' with the competition, countdown 1 week before competition...
though i know the frequent practice will end after that night, but at the same time i am afraid of the emptiness without those practices...(sounds so tak betul right?haha)

i wonder, when will we get together again after that?

busy busy weeks

2009-03-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

countdown 1 week before choir competition...
practice increased till the maximum...and i eventually got my very sexy voice = ="

outings with choir family to Klang Chamber Choir (KCC) and Young Choir Academy (YCA) during the weekends make me learn that, choir can be so incredible and from them, i can see how much they enjoy singing as a team...

i finally decide to stay, after struggling for quite some times...i hope i will insist on the decision that i have made...

and for now...i hope all the members can take good care of their voice and be prepared for the competition!

All the best ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!

2009-03-07T16:44:00.011+08:00

another year past, and it's his birthday again...
initial plan is to go to sunway lagoon...but because of the weather, we plan to go to KLCC aquaria (all plannned by him)
but ended up, we go to KLCC for lunch in SAKAE SUSHI...and then we leave for Sunway Pyramid..= = (so in the end, no Sunway Lagoon, no Aquaria...)

KLCC

Lunch in Sakae Sushi ordering via computerbirthday boy SS-ing

Yummy....

forgot it's name...duno what chicken stone rice lar

mine...duno what cheese miso...hahamy favorite grape pudding

Next, J.Co donuts

My turn to SS

in Sunway Pyramid Kids Corner = =

Then, Bowling!! with his friends

mad lady's lecturinggroup photo before leaving

and Finally--->Kim Gary

birthday cake from bread talk-ice queen

theme of the day: cheese baked

cheese baked potatomine-cheese baked fish fillet rice *yummy*cheese baked double cream pork chop speghettiabalone baked rice (real abalone?)

everyone

daphnematt and daphnejoel and jessicamianyi and daniel

last but not least,happy 20th birthday!

2009-03-04T11:27:00.002+08:00

i can't imagine if one day i find 2 of my friends are lesbian...
although they look pretty much like a pair of lesbian now with those very awful $!%^$@^ (you know lah)...

i tell you, i will run far far away although i am sure that pair of people won't care

LESBIAN SHOOOOOOOOOO

传承营

2009-03-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

after the 1 and half day camp
i got:
-new friends that is for sure
-SOME knowledge
-few pau's on my head-i bang my head somewhere for about 6 times-no joke!
-experience living in an independent school hostel-got those very big horsepower air cond ler...in each dorm
-experience talking a lot and a lot in front of a bunch of 'just-got-to-know' friends

the only thing i miss is:
-sleeping in the air cond dorm...it is super nice! really...haha

while for photos...hmm...will upload, but not tonight...i am too tired to wait
which also cause my grumpiness...T T
okay...time to sleep...good night everyone!

my beautiful weekend

2009-02-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

guess how am i going to spend my weekend?
i am going for a camp in confusion independent school in petaling street from saturday till sunday...
this is how my beautiful weekend ends...
haiz...

went out to petaling street and sg wang after my management tutorial class, i was moody throughout the few hours...
with the grumpy and so-pek chek face
i did not buy anything today...just some window shopping (amazing)

at night, i went out for movie v dear in Mid Valley
--love matter--
bump into Ray in front of the cinema, in the same box, and in the same movie
the show is nice...
and i wondered--'why jack neo's show all happy ending one ar?'
but i usually hope all show to end happily ever after...haha

it is 1.34am now...and i am so sleepy already...
haven't pack my stuff
ah...bother it lar...tomorrow only pack lah...sleep 1st sleep 1st...very sleepy already...good night ya

心痛

2009-02-25T13:03:00.002+08:00

终于忍不住流下眼泪，一个人在房间落泪，
心好痛，
被人遗忘的感觉，真的真的很不好受

曾经是好友，我强调-只是曾经
study week一起在study corner一起熬夜
只因所谓“第三者”的闯入，
我就被推一边了
我脸上写着不在乎
心里却痛到了极点

曾经为你们买了我最爱的bigapple,
现在想起来觉得自己真的有够笨，
这应该不会是聪明人的做法吧

太在乎，往往令你伤得越重
我决定了，
不去管了
（但我做到吗？）

夜

2009-02-25T05:50:00.002+08:00

这个时候，哪还有人是还没睡的？
少之又少吧
就与我的blog讲话吧
今天可说是我在进了大学，
第一次熬夜到那么 “早”，真是值得纪念的一天
谢谢那杯热neslo，
令我熬夜成功...
虽然真的有点过甜，但我毫无埋怨啦~
哈哈

眼皮开始重了，
5.58am
说我要睡了，好像迟了一点
不知道谁酱三八，photography session放在七点早上
害我不敢睡，
只因为我怕等下眼睛肿 = =

外面好像在下雨咧
很想说：我爱下雨天

我不爽!

2009-02-25T04:31:00.004+08:00

今天在study corner 啃书以外，也与朋友们聊了很多
超不服气地说，
我真的很不明白，为什么身边有些人总会把感情当成游戏呢？
说追就追，说分就分；说在一起就在一起，说分手就分手
很多人，感情往往就结束在第三者手中
尽管那‘第三者’是无辜的，是有意的

本人认为本世纪最土的分手借口：‘我们不适合对方，分手吧！’
但分手后的真实理由，却是因为：我要追谁谁谁
[贱到~~~~~~~]
最令人讨厌的借口是：‘我还放不下我的前度男/女友’
[有没有矛盾点啊？放不下却又接受另一段感情，骗三岁小朋友吗？]
所以,在接受一段感情前，想清楚，不要导致任何一方面受到伤害...

p/s: 以上东西本人没经历过，也不想有这种经验，是从身边朋友的身上看到的

也不知什么时候开始，我觉得我的世界越来越恐怖
最恐怖的地方，是身边的朋友们...
开始觉得曾经我认为很单纯，很可爱的朋友，
不知何时，
变得很阴险,很现实...
总而言之，就不在是我心中的那个‘好好人’了
‘无事不登三宝殿’-需要你，就接近你；不需要你时，睬你都傻
真的需要这样吗？
我曾经是依赖朋友200%的人，
但几次在被伤害后，就开始不再100%信任朋友了
人在长大后，从单纯时代-幼儿园，我不要跟你好/绝交时代-小学，到中学，到matrix，现在到大学了，
看到的人，越来越多，
开始明白，身边的人，想法不再是那么的单纯
往往在你面前，与你很好的，你连做梦都想不到，就是被判你，说你是非的人
简单来说，就是人长大后，世界会越来越复杂...
烦恼越来越多，白头发也会越来越多

我觉得我很堕落咧...
有时间读书，不读书
有时间睡觉，不睡觉
竟然去写blog!!!

好啦好啦...不写了
对了，
大家早，现在是5.13am

season of ulcer

2009-02-25T04:28:00.001+08:00

i hate you ulcer...
can you please leave me alone??